You guys, I normally don’t write stuff like this, but I know this is the type of community that uses their services and I want to protect my readers.
Unemployment and feeling stuck makes you think some pretty weird things. Lately, it’s been giving me a bunch of anxiety and I am not a fan. I’m usually more of a “Woe is me, everything is corrupt and the world is only getting worse” kind of a person, but this time it’s different.
After traveling to different places and constantly shifting gears to change with the locations and people I’m surrounded by, I can’t help but get a little depressed every time I must leave to take on a new adventure, despite the excitement that comes with it. I fill my head with questions such as “Will I ever be back here” and “When I come back, will anything be the same? Will the same people be alive? Will I be able to visit the same places?”
I came home from a day filled with good and bad things. I had a great time with friends, learned a lot from visiting museums, and even found a cool restaurant! I saw a movie, argued with my brother, and had to deal with my mom trying to convince me to “work harder” to get back together with my
boyfriend ex-boyfriend. It still just doesn’t seem right. It still feels like it never even happened (not the relationship, but the breaking up part).
Anyway, I got on my computer and started my nightly Internet perusal. I got out some Pirate’s Booty and some crispy seaweed as snacks. I got bored of those after awhile and switched to chocolate ice cream topped with peanut butter. The sweet, chocolatey taste made my taste buds zing and it was exactly what I needed to end my day.